Things I'll never say

I'm tugging at my hair

I'm pulling at my clothes

I'm trying to keep my cool

I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet

My cheeks are turning red

I'm searching for the words inside my head

'Coz I'm feeling nervous

Trying to be so perfect

'Coz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I want to blow you away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down on one knee...

Marry me today!

Guess I'm wishing my life away...

With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good

It's just a waste of time

What use is it to you, what's on my mind?

If it ain't comin' out

We're not goin' anywhere

So why can't I just tell you that I care?

'Coz I'm feeling nervous

Trying to be so perfect

'Coz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I want to blow you away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down on one knee

Marry me today!

Guess I'm wishing my life away...

With these things I'll never say

What's wrong?

With my song?

These words keep slippin' away...

I stutter...I stumble

Like I've got nothin' to sa-ay...

'Coz I'm feelin' nervous

Tryin' to be so perfect

'Coz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

Things we will never say are those which we have to say above all. There are conflicts, war, arguments, quarrels which are caused by mere words. But these words are not words of beauty or love, or happiness. These are ugly words. Words that should not be said. Then , why are they said? Why is it so easy to spit ugly things out while we cannot share a single word of kindness? 

Why is it so complicated to tell someone: I do like you, but it's so easy to tell that same person: you are so stupid?

Only two words: CRAZY HUMANS!! Yes, that what we are. In a world where feelings are constrained, we cannot be free. In a world where I like you can mean either I like you too or you no longer gonna be my friend, we cannot be free, and we cannot be happy. 

Right from my soul I do need to say I like you, but possibly I'm gonna miss you forever. I cannot be free...anymore.